NEARLY ANOTHER NEW YEAR DARLING,BUT THE PAIN OF LOOSING YOU STILL GETS NO EASIER.IT;S 5.30am SATURDAY MORNING,EVERYONE;S STILL SOUND ASLEEP BUT NOT ME I ALWAYS GET UP THIS EARLY,TERRY SAYS I SHOULD STAY IN MY BED & TRY AND GET BACK TO SLEEP,BUT I CANT I JUST LIE AWAKE,SO I GET UP AND TALK TO YOU,I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH.I CANT BELIEVE ITS NEW YEARS EVE TODAY,ILE NOT BE CELEBRATING NEW YEAR AS I REALLY DONT LIKE DRINKING NEITHER DOES TERRY,ILE SEE IN THE BELLS AND TOAST A DRINK TO BOTH YOU AND JANET AND THEN GO TO BED.IAM GOING TO LEAVE JUST NOW BUT ILE WRITE TO YOU IN A COUPLE OF HOURS OK BABE,IM ACTUALLY WATCHING SIXTH SCENCE (COLIN FRY),I LIKE IT AS HE PUTS PEOPLE IN TOUCH WITH LOVED ONES WHO HAVE PASSED OVER INTO THE SPIRIT WORLD LIKE YOURSELF,SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY SCEPTICAL,BUT IM NOT AND I KNOW YOU"RE SOMEWHERE ELSE I DONT KNOW IF ITS HEAVEN,BUT YOU'RE HAPPY AND HAVE LOTS OF LOVE AROUND YOU.LOVE YOU SON,TALK TO YOU LATER.MUM.xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX